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Thursday, 22 April 2010
Life
Mood:  chatty
Why is it that no matter how happy we are in life we never feel complete unless we're in love? What is it about the human brain, which makes it behave so irrationally? You hear of it all the time, people who have everything you could desire, apart from love, and they end up destroying themselves!! I'm very happy with everything i have, great kids, job i enjoy, no real money worries, car, house, fairly good health, i look great for my age, i have nothing to be unhappy about, yet i feel incomplete! I laugh, i smile constantly, i act like a child with my children and despite the impression these blogs may give i am generally a happy person, but still i feel incomplete! And all love brings is heartache and pain, so why do i crave it so??? This is what my brain has problems dealing with! i dont crave been kicked in the balls because i know it hurts like fuck, yet i crave something which inflicts a pain far more painful and who's memory is not easily erased!! Am i a madman? but if i am so are 90% of the worlds population! Love is the most powerful thing on earth, men have fought wars for it, poets write sonnets about it, nearly every song ever written is about it! What other thing in life triggers so many different emotions: joy, passion, need, desire, despair, jealousy, anger, hurt, belief, infatuation, lust, longing, heartache, and that feeling when you hold the one you love tightly and feel totally and utterly complete, when you feel you are almost part of them! I wish we didnt need that feeling, life would be so much simpler! Love is the most beautiful thing and the worst all rolled into 1,it lifts us up, then tears us down, and the more it hurts us the more we desire it! Or is it just me? Do i see love in a weird, mishapen way? Am i the negative factor in the equasion! I know i play a factor, i'd be naive to think otherwise, so maybe if i didnt desire it so much i would feel more complete, and not be as needy, and so be happy to be alone? All i know is i should be happy with what i have but im not and i would give it all away (apart from my kids) for love! Now how irrational is that! lmao!!

Posted by bigad9 at 3:59 AM EDT
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